The Kitchen

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-241835732009-11-10T02:51:42.716+08:00The KitchenLi Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-70038451220191054402009-11-07T14:30:00.003+08:002009-11-07T14:33:40.315+08:00Last Song by Gackt

No matter how many times I hear this, I can still cry.It's the second song that I've heard from Gackt back then, and it was this song that made me fell in love with his voice.Note: The volume is a bit soft in the video, you might want to raise a volume a little. Lyrics Translation: (from lyrics007.com)Last Song - Gackt CamuiWalking around aimlessly by myselfBreathing a faint sigh, my breath turns

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-63822617411890637862009-10-23T16:58:00.000+08:002009-10-23T16:58:55.079+08:00盲兔撞株

原来我没有望着前方。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-49172109925872433082009-08-31T15:50:00.000+08:002009-08-31T15:50:24.271+08:00我只是喜欢待在家

我真的是很喜欢待在家里。有些人一整天待在家里会坐立不安可是我如果一整天都不在家我会发疯闷慌不要叫我从早到晚一直外出外出后，回来我就是要待在家里。不是我不喜欢外出我也喜欢旅行只是我也迫切需要每天一个人在家里独处的时光。请不要觉得我一个人享受在家独处的时光是一种不想跟你们出去或相处的表现真的不是这样的。这些误会总会让我很难过。我真的很简单我只是喜欢待在家里想想做做自己的小事听听唱唱喜欢的音乐写写涂涂脑里有的没的真的是这样而已。我不要每次因为我要待在家而让别人难过。我不要为自己喜欢待在家的习惯而觉得罪过。只是现在我坚持待在家里的决定又让我难过了因为你们难过。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-38626908127088027712009-08-14T16:05:00.002+08:002009-08-14T16:08:23.678+08:00Quiz: Get To Know Yourself Better

Get To Know Yourself Better Quiz taken athttp://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspxHere's my quiz result.Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.Note: I am sometimes straightforward

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-76118718343842495512009-08-10T01:21:00.001+08:002009-08-10T01:23:49.661+08:00Struggle, because I am alive

Sometimes I think the times that I think in English equals to the times that I think in Chinese. Now it's one of the times when I am thinking in English and feel like telling the thoughts in words.I have very low stamina, both physically and psychologically.I couldn't run or climb or cycle, but I can really walk for a long distance. I have a really short attention span - especially dealing with

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-52138152157054281462009-07-19T17:15:00.001+08:002009-09-21T02:27:37.369+08:00烟霾的迷茫

像盛行的烟霾它在肉体和灵魂之间在行动与思考之间在机械与生命之间筑了一道倔强的雾帘只有层层厚厚的朦胧。看不见初衷我学着烟雾停留在半空。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-2900640966142592992009-06-25T11:59:00.005+08:002009-06-25T14:04:54.818+08:00最好的生日礼物

原来收到礼物的欢喜感觉还是这么棒。——我们总是不多话——我的室友，谢谢你的礼物，我真的很开心。收到远方老友的祝福也是这么棒。收到几乎没有联络的朋友祝福也是非常棒。有些曾经熟络的朋友我是没有联络了。就总觉得自己什么是不特别了自己跟以前很棒的自己不一样了。不一样了，就不想让太多人知道不想让太多人认识没有什么成就的我。我一直都有点抗拒为我而设的生日庆祝会只因我觉得我不值那一些时间与欢喜。我是没有什么是值得庆祝的。我一点都不棒。母亲的短讯祝福我哭了。为什么生日不是为辛苦生下我的母亲而庆祝？我才恍然发现我的诞生我的生命就已经是一件可喜可贺的事。（所以才叫生日吧）是我不知足是我一直想要一些什么想要一些可以让别人对自己说“嗨，你真棒！”　的成就表现然后我才可以安心地抬头挺胸走上台说“啊，谢谢你们。”

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-12589534192206880672009-06-17T00:59:00.001+08:002009-06-17T01:02:08.762+08:00嘿梦想

所谓随波逐流所谓邯郸学步话题又回到一点也不新鲜的“迷失自己”。当每个自己都说着——啊，我迷失了。如果你对于这句话已经是到了极度厌恶的地步不如鞭鞭自己的屁股让自己少放肆一点规律和纪律会慢慢回来的也就是现在这时候我说啊梦想——嘿，我来找你咯！----------------------相关文字：　“还没准备好吗”

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我敲着梦想的门门开了而我却一直在说嘿真抱歉我还没准备好---------------这里有一篇好文分享：　Taking Imperfection Action is the Perfect Action to Take, by Christine Kane---------------相关文字：嘿梦想

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-30507507691412308292009-05-16T19:11:00.000+08:002009-05-16T19:11:12.138+08:00Naked Fear

(Clicking the image will lead to my deviantArt with full-sized image.)"Sometimes I just feel so scared as if I'm totally naked and fragile under the broad daylight. So I hide myself and hoping that no one can see me."Sometimes I just feel like this.It's not just about people looking down on me...It's that sometimes I keep trying to run away and refusing to see my own naked self.

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com18tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-70638838639366302782009-05-11T23:53:00.000+08:002009-05-11T23:54:08.506+08:00Wednesday

This Wednesday... I shall know if I deserve the miracle.And before this Wednesday, my life is going to be coffee + strepsils + sleepless + passion.Anyway even though it costs some time, today's interview to mfx was definitely worth it, it's really an eye-opener for a frog like me. I'll probably be on the elimination list, because I know my classmates are way hardworking and have spent more effort

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-31398942199523177172009-05-07T00:55:00.001+08:002009-05-07T00:57:12.638+08:00难以抗拒

其实我不喜欢搬迁。也不喜欢衡量、比较哪一个地方我才能住得最安心。因为我都喜欢，而且喜欢的部分都是不同的部分；不喜欢的部分也各不相同。所以我不能比较。物质环境和血肉人情之间有时候还真难做选择。只能说，有时候作了这样的选择并不是因为经过什么详细思考只是因为难以抗拒。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-65031219008748958862009-04-28T04:41:00.002+08:002009-04-28T04:45:55.103+08:00谦虚

放下自负谦虚地与神合作。谦虚感恩的人将会获得神的恩典。我要谦虚感恩。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-32639786246516134972009-04-11T01:44:00.000+08:002009-04-12T01:44:57.136+08:00Easter Day

Not that I'm a dedicated Christian, I can't tell you stories from the Bible, and I think that I have a rather different image of God in my heart, and He who is in my heart is the spirit.Anyway, tomorrow is Easter Day, and I have decided not to go to the church, even when I was given the chance to go. Bah, it always made me feel sad (sinful?) for rejecting invitations to go to the church.Even if I

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-13220418919181072422009-04-01T03:53:00.001+08:002009-04-03T03:57:07.721+08:00装修通告

我会记得。这是愚人节的教训。被自己愚弄的后果。一直都在睁眼过别人的生活自己的生活却不是自己在过。厨房是时候被装修、翻新了。厨房里会有新的生气。这次是真的，因为俪雯回来了。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-67439036369662484392009-03-28T00:16:00.003+08:002009-03-28T00:19:21.495+08:00Motivation Injection

It's a list of positive quotes to remind me to think positively.Quotes are from a Japanese author Nakayama Yoko's (中山庸子) book, 大人の女はひとり上手―ひとりを愉しむ生き方のヒント, Chinese title is 《女人，一个人就行！》，the book title is something like "Woman, you can do it alone!".Done with collage, markers and artline pens.Illustrations and typography by lililim, 2009.---------------------Translation (almost literally):Injecting

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-91411950972349849152009-03-09T03:31:00.001+08:002009-03-09T03:32:49.736+08:00迷失在家课表里

每天写家课表的习惯，应该是从小学开始的。中学时期，我有一本本骄傲的家课簿；每年换一本，用礼物纸包了再用包书纸包起来，里头一定要有日历，本子主要是拿来写家课表的，然后夹着书签，蓝色的站岗簿（学长用的，我还自己设计了一番），一些学校的通告回函，零零碎碎的纸张收据，还有就是自己亲手（精心）制作的课表。写到这里，我有一股冲动想跑回房间把这些旧回忆找回出来，然后给他们照相，然后上载放在这里当插图，可是我没把相机带回家，所以现在把这些东西找出来也没用，因为不能照相；不能照相的话，这篇“迷失在家课表里”要等到照片好了之后才能继续写。所以我在我大学的家课表里写下“记得要帮旧回忆照像”，还有“完成‘迷失在家课表里’这篇小文章”。一日复一日，每日的家课表写满了我要完成的事情，写满了每次都“万事俱备、只欠东风”的事情，而家课表上的事情又总是因为只欠东风而又成了翌日的家课表，

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-36041213874678139032009-02-15T19:12:00.002+08:002009-02-17T20:50:27.227+08:00活着

喜悦因为忙碌因为忙碌得充实因为充实地活着。p/s:今天我这样子穿去上课，有一点眼袋，有一点熊猫样，有一点累，不过还是很开心。------------------------本是二月十一日写的，挪到今天才能扫描表出来。希望我可以继续充实地活着，感受生命的喜悦。

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总觉得，自己心理上只有十七岁，其实已经二十二了。长大以后，一年的成长没有小孩少年时期般显著，现在的成长，只有思想上的、心理上的，都是肉眼看不见的。这农历新年，我又大一岁了，也许因为察觉不到自己的成长，新年来临前，我很低落；虽然心情低落对我而言是家常便饭，但一到了除夕，还有每年都有好吃的火锅团圆饭，所以我有点兴奋与期待，也稍微收拾了一下杂物和旧东西。新年我是有点寂寞，因为好姐妹不在身边；她们也不在她们家人身边，我想她们应该比我更寂寞。不过，如果不寂寞，应该就不是我的新年了。同龄的表兄弟姐妹，我们都没多说话，点头示意大家安好就好；小辈的表外甥男女们和堂侄女们，都长大了，懂事的懂事，调皮的调皮，可爱的可爱。不过这时期最容易看得出谁家小孩管教得当，谁家的是被宠坏的。而我还是这样，我多少只能说，家家有本难念的经，还有家丑不外扬，反正全家人健康平安就好。新年过，新学期就开始了，我的月事也一齐来临。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-20946884288784000102009-01-25T02:08:00.000+08:002009-01-25T02:08:36.833+08:00我和我

我想，既然改变不了的，就不用伪装、也不用掩饰了。反正，我还是这个样子。我有一个骄傲自负、无畏大胆的内心；然而外表只有纤细柔弱。这对比、这矛盾，我想我在里面还挣扎了好一阵子。反正每个人都有多重性格，我又何尝不是。所以，都无所谓了，真真假假、虚伪真实，每个人都一样。当我们说一个人很真，只是因为我们没有看得见他虚伪的时候。反之亦然。虚假，因为人们只用肤浅的肉眼看。真实，是一种只有心才看得出感动。选择朋友，我想我还蛮挑剔的。所谓朋友莫过于恰好选择同一道路的随行者，走到分叉路的时候，还是一样会分开。合得来的自然就会走在一起，合不来的也不用勉强，勉强自己就像为自己套上枷锁一样。反正我这一辈子能够认识你们这些真挚的朋友，我一无所求了。既然朋友不应该是枷锁，那么太依赖周遭的想法，也是一种自我糟蹋。吸取和依赖是两回事，这是我必须学习的教训。还有就是，我以前引以为荣的灵感。我有涌泉般源源不断的灵感，

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-38119594754583994382009-01-12T19:01:00.003+08:002009-01-12T19:09:06.766+08:00抹不掉

当我不流泪的时候是我清楚地明瞭有些心疼已经不能够随眼泪鼻涕一起被抹掉了所以我就不哭也不闹了。反正久了伤口也会变成一个疤。没有什么了。

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-76749595554533978332008-12-31T02:18:00.006+08:002009-02-15T22:24:27.720+08:00Welcoming Moo-moo Year

Now it's new year eve and I still feel dead. I couldn't recall anything meaningful or important that I have done this whole year, except for the bond my significant other and I shared has strengthened and deepened. Maybe I'm blinded by your love that I couldn't see and do anything else. Heh.Sorry I'm only good at making lame jokes. T_TOkay, so I know I had to do something to bring back my

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-7483636025780751772008-12-16T01:32:00.001+08:002008-12-16T01:33:49.790+08:00我要晒太阳

我最大的缺点，刚好就被我亲爱的你提醒了。我是真的很胆小了，对着镜子，我连自己的眼睛也不敢直视。因为那一次的决定，我给了自己几乎致命的一击，我悄悄地把那决定称为“错误的决定”，默默地相信那难过的过程是一场“梦”，我天真地以为梦醒，一切就会如常。我骗着自己不去多想，一切将会跟以前一样，因为那经验很痛。除了无法入眠的夜晚，还有不能入眠的夜晚，几近歇斯底里的思考，在家在外没有一刻能安心的生活，假期上课都一样忙碌难过的日子，二十四小时像通缉犯一样被人追踪审问，还有什么什么的，这些都不是最痛最刺的部分。最无助的是，当我二十几年懂事以来，一直深信不疑的信念和哲理，因为他们我才能抬头挺胸努力坚持走到这一天的那种非常信仰，完完全全地被推翻了，推翻以后，被粉碎，被风吹，消失了。我想起高中读过村上春树老师在《舞舞舞》里写的一段话，大约是这样的：“……他辛辛苦苦建立起来的秩序，仿佛在一夜之间消失得无影无踪了…

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-65124658918691409372008-12-10T04:24:00.003+08:002009-02-15T23:03:35.273+08:00Me?

(Click for larger image on deviantArt)(Click for larger image on deviantArt)An old work and a more recent work.Noticing the changes of me over the years, makes me a little sad.Sad because, I miss being bold.I miss being expressive.I miss being not to care much about how people think of me.And I'm gonna get out of this dilemma."God I want to dream again"- from the song "Unbreakable", by Fireflight

Li Wenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14871052814353135858noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24183573.post-63417773719085463262008-12-04T07:18:00.002+08:002008-12-04T07:20:48.405+08:00蜗牛

蟹子是一只蜗牛。蜗牛有螺旋壳是唯一的包袱回忆就是这样一直背着背着蟹子的回忆包袱壳很重因为蟹子没有收拾所以蜗牛偷偷哭泣泪湿软绵绵的小身蜗牛有一张很小很小的嘴嘴里有很多很多的牙牙齿都长在舌头上面蜗牛就是这样吃东西的是这样慢慢地啃叶子有时候还会从壳里吃掉一点蟹子的回忆可是那长满牙齿的舌是肉眼所看不见的看不见也没有人知道只知道蜗牛爬得很慢很慢很慢只知道蜗牛是一只害虫是一只讨人厌又恶心的东西也许有一天蜗牛在慢慢爬行的时候那壳会被人抓起壳连身身离不开在空中只感觉到一阵晕眩还有一股很大的劲像乘隐形的云霄飞车直落硬邦邦的柏油路上喔碎了。而那蟹子是我。

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