I have always got lost on a path I have chosen to take.
Filling with anxiety and confusion, I keep flooding my mind with questions like why this is happening, did I made the right choice, and is this the life and consequences of a wrong decision.
Then we feel lost and helpless, trapped in depression and struggling in sleepless nights.
We are just so forgetful, aren't we?
Sometimes I just forgot how I used to think over and over again before I make any important decisions, until I found myself an important reason which is more than enough to convince myself to go for it at full power..
But I just got distracted by the up and downs and the problems and fell into the trap of lost and confusion, and eventually forgot my destination and most of all, I lost my faith.
If I ever forget things again, please remind me to hold on.
Thank you my love, for always standing by me to support me.
I must not let you down again.
(Thank you Jesus.)