Naked Fear

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"Sometimes I just feel so scared as if I'm totally naked and fragile under the broad daylight. So I hide myself and hoping that no one can see me."

Sometimes I just feel like this.

It's not just about people looking down on me...
It's that sometimes I keep trying to run away and refusing to see my own naked self.

Wednesday

This Wednesday... I shall know if I deserve the miracle.

And before this Wednesday, my life is going to be coffee + strepsils + sleepless + passion.

Anyway even though it costs some time, today's interview to mfx was definitely worth it, it's really an eye-opener for a frog like me. I'll probably be on the elimination list, because I know my classmates are way hardworking and have spent more effort in their works than me. But that's really okay, I'm glad that I could even be called in for an interview.

But I do hope that I could do my internship next semester. Seriously.
I do not dare to even think of a 'what if'.

I know I keep lacking the passion and tried to run away... :<
I know I am not even standing at a place that I could beg for a miracle...

But it's all up to you, if I deserve this miracle.

难以抗拒

其实我不喜欢搬迁。

也不喜欢衡量、比较
哪一个地方我才能住得最安心。

因为我都喜欢，而且喜欢的部分都是不同的部分；不喜欢的部分也各不相同。
所以我不能比较。

物质环境和血肉人情之间
有时候还真难做选择。

只能说，
有时候作了这样的选择
并不是因为经过什么详细思考
只是因为
难以抗拒。