31.5.11

裹粽子

妈咪:“做墨你的粽子包到好像kuih koci酱的……”
我: *汗颜*

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后来妈咪帮我补救了我包的几粒粽子(勉强算是包了几粒,不过还是算妈妈包的),总算像回粽子了。我包一粒,她就包了一打。肉酸的粽,都是我包的,呵呵呵。

提早祝各位端午节快乐。(落在6/6/11)

8.5.11

乌黑

 夜是一头乌黑
的长发。

有时候很美丽
有时候很诡异

有时候散落着一些
棉白头皮屑。
有时候像厚实发束
绕颈般的窒息。

大概只能以一种随波逐流、不抗拒的形式
来面对这乌黑长发。
才可以融合在
同一种乌黑里
沉淀歇息。

因为夜是一头乌黑
的长发。

7.5.11

四月份报告 | Monthly Report: April 2011

Yikes, I told myself to update this in early May, and I almost forgot about it. It was a very unhealthy and stressful month for me. It's amazing to know I still can be very bipolar at times. Ups and downs. Somehow... God has shown me enough mercy and miracles. I just have to pull it through... and I know that it is the END of my whatever emotional drama; because someone who has a very high self-esteem (although it only applies to certain areas of my 'expertise') like myself just hate the feeling of low self-esteem and lack of confidence. So here it goes.

1. Relationship with God.
Went to life church twice I think. Read the notes but skipped the discussions because I was kinda losing track of time. BUT something BIG happened!!! This I cannot stop saying it! God answered my mother's and my prayers!! I kept on praying for a chance for me to complete my animation, and mother prayed for my self-confidence, and I had gotten both now. God is good! I cannot express my feeling of gratefulness. God never left me alone to rot, God is there watching over me, always. Thank you, my Lord!

3. Exercise.
- Did stretching and simple exercises inconsistently.
- Didn't jog at all.

4. Reading.
- Completed "1Q84" (book 2)
- Started "1Q84" (book 3)
- Reading Air Gear Manga, at chapter 249 now.

5. Train my left hand.

Brush teeth using both my right hand and the left.

11. Drive to places.
Only drove to campus and to friend's house nearby. Not much improvement.

Well, I've been working on my Final Year Project this month, not to mention about personal matters, because there always will be a particular group of friends who doesn't know how to respect. To those who are not my close friends, yes I am actually very particular and picky towards the way you express yourself to me.