31.8.09

我只是喜欢待在家

我真的是很喜欢待在家里。

有些人一整天待在家里
会坐立不安

可是我如果一整天都不在家
我会发疯闷慌

不要叫我从早到晚一直外出
外出后,回来我就是要待在家里。

不是我不喜欢外出
我也喜欢旅行
只是
我也迫切需要
每天一个人在家里独处的时光。

请不要觉得
我一个人享受在家独处的时光
是一种不想跟你们出去或相处的表现
真的不是这样的。

这些误会
总会让我很难过。

我真的很简单
我只是喜欢待在家里
想想做做自己的小事
听听唱唱喜欢的音乐
写写涂涂脑里有的没的

真的是这样而已。
我不要每次因为我要待在家
而让别人难过。
我不要为自己喜欢待在家的习惯
而觉得罪过。

只是现在
我坚持待在家里的决定
又让我难过了
因为你们难过。

8 comments:

cheng yeon said...

i love to spend time at my room too. Doing whatever I want. No worries and very comfortable. Anyway, it's uncomparable with my house in KL. Sigh, I miss my house and you girls. ha
Staying at home = save money

lili said...

lol, only u leave comment here leh, everybody else leave msg on facebook :p

haha true oso, stay home = save money, but sometimes spending money makes us feel happy too lolx XD

Duo said...

Hiya! I am your alliance~~ =D

I like to stay at home most of the time. Listening to music, online, read some books etc. I just feel more comfortable in my own room.

I think if they are really your friends, they will understand won't they? So don't feel bad about it =)
Just follow ur own instinct whenever u made a decision.

lili said...

Not that they don't understand, I think it's just different needs. Like some people needs to be in solitude for a time, while other people needs to be around people closest with them. :)

And these needs switches too, and sometimes when these needs come at the wrong time, it causes conflicts and that made me feel not good.

Duo said...

Now I understand the point. =)

Sometimes it's just hard to make both party happy isn't it?

有時成全別人,自己又不開心;
成全自己,別人就很懊惱。
通常我遇到這種情況,
都會很直接地説明理由,
然後就答應說下次怎麽樣補回來哈哈,
就是要想想怎麽去折中的時候比較累人。

yenyen said...

我也喜歡待在家里
*抱枕頭*

上班好悶...

Sharon.L said...

我也喜欢呆在家里。。。就像现在这样。。。听着轻松的旋律。。。看着咩咩睡在地上。。。尽管我在忙着做家务。。。但做得好开心。。。衣服洗得特别干净烫得特别滑。。。哈哈哈。。。

晴子 said...

我喜欢在这里留言,可是常常开了就忘了留,嘿嘿~
有时看到别人一大串高兴出游时会有些许羡慕,但往往叫到自己的时候(虽然这种机会少之又少),时间空间不对对象也不合的时候,不止内心矛盾挣扎,拒绝也是一门艺术。

有时在想。人为了什么而群居,又为了什么而孤独?


阿燕:你喜欢呆在家里的原因是因为可以抱枕头??!哈哈哈 *_^